My Answers
This is where I will park my answers to life's little questions. The things that nag at the back of my mind. ^_^
Q. Why do the best memories hurt the worst?
A. Because you know that no matter how hard you try, you can't have that moment back, and nothing will ever feel that way again. Memories are fickle, and the happier the memory, the more it hurts in the future.
Q. Who is God?
A. God is mankind's way of finding closure after death. I believe in Him, and so do many other people. On a practical level, He is merely a mass illusion of security. One a religous level, He is the divine power and our father.
Q. Why are celebrities better than me?
A. They lucked out, became rich, and bought a few houses. Plus, their scandals are better because there is a whole channel for them. E!
Q. Am I happy with who I am?
A. No. I may never be fully happy with who I am. I hate the little things about me that cause other people irritation. I hate being a paranoid who doesn't even trust her family...
Q. Have I lost who I am? How can I get me back?
A. I have lost who I really am. The only way that I keep in touch with what I still have is through my thoughts. When I am sitting alone, or I'm not into the conversation, I'll think about my past. All of the bad things that happened, and how I over came them. All of the good things that happened and why I think they were good. The way I felt at one particular time, even if that wasn't what I showed. No one has ever seen the real me, not even me... But I have a sense of who I really am. Now I just have to grab a hold and never let go.
